Beautiful

Lately I've been hard to reach. I've been too far on my own. Everybody has a private world where they can be alone. Are you callin me? Are you tryin to get through? Are reaching out for me, I'm reaching out for you.
I'm just so fucking depressed. I just can't seem to get out this slump. If I could just get over this hump. But I need somethin to pull me out this dump. I took my bruises took me lumps. Fell down and got right back up. But I need that spark to get psyched up In order for me to pick the mic back up. I don't know how why or when I ended up in this position I'm in. I'm starting to feel distant again. So I decided to pick up pen up and tried to make an attempt to vent. But I just can't admit or get the grip that I might be done with rap and make a new outlet. I know some shits so hard to sallow. But I just can't sit back and wallow in my own sorrow. But I know one fact I'll be a though fact fallow. Yeah, one though fact to fallow. Here today, gone tomorrow, but you'll have to walk a thousand miles.
In my shoes just to see what it's like to be me.
I'll be you let's trade shoes. Just to see what it's like to
Feel your pain you feel mine. Go inside each other's mind. See what we find look at shit through each other's eyes.
But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful. They can all get fucked just stay true to you. Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful. They can all get fucked just stay true to you.
I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humor. Everything's so tense and gloom. Feels like I gotta check the temperature just as I move. Just as I walk in the room it's like all eyes on me. So I try to avoid any eye contact. Cause if I do that it opens the door for conversation, like I want that. I'm not looking for extra attention. I just wanna be just like you. Just blend in with the rest of the room. Maybe just point me to the closest rest room. I don't need no fucking man servant tryin follow me around and wipe my ass laugh at every single joke I crack and half of 'em ain't even funny like 'HA marshal your so funny man. You should be a comedian god damn!' Unfortunately I am. I just hide behind the tears of a clown. So why don't you all sit down. Listen to the tale I'm about to tell. Hell we don't gotta trade our shoes and we don't gotta walk no thousand miles.
In my shoes just to see what it's like to be me.
I'll be you let's trade shoes. Just to see what it's like to
Feel your pain you feel mine. Go inside each other's mind. See what we find look at shit through each other's eyes.
But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful. They can all get fucked just stay true to you. Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful. They can all get fucked just stay true to you.
Nobody asked for life to deal us with these bullshit hands of doubt. We gotta take these cards and flip 'em don't expect no help. Now I could just say on my ass and pissed and moaned. But take this situation I'm in and get and get my own. I was never the type of kid who sat by the door and pack his bags and hope and pray for his dad to show up who never did. I just wanted to fit in in every place every school I went. I dreamed of being that cool kid even if it meant acting stupid. Aunt Elena always told me 'keep makin that face or it get stuck like that' Meanwhile I'm just standin with my tongue out tryin to talk like this. Til I got my tongue stuck own that frozen stop stop poll at 8 years old. I learned my lesson in I wasn't tryin to empress my friends no more. Well I already told you my whole life story not just based on my description but from where you sittin it's probably 110% different. I guess we would have to walk a Ike in each other's shoes at least. What size you wear I wear 10's let's see if you can fit your feet.
In my shoes just to see what it's like to be me.
I'll be you let's trade shoes. Just to see what it's like to
Feel your pain you feel mine. Go inside each other's mind. See what we find look at shit through each other's eyes.
But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful. They can all get fucked just stay true to you. Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful. They can all get fucked just stay true to you.
Lately I've been hard to reach. I've too far on my own. Everybody has a private world where they can be alone. Are you calling me? Are you trying to get through? Are you reaching out for me, I'm reaching out for you.
Yeah, to my babies stay stong. Daddy'll be home soon. To the rest if the world, god gave you them shoes that fit you. So put 'em on and wear 'em. Be yourself man. Be proud of who you are. Even if it sounds corny, don't let anyone tell you, you ain't beautiful!